Mark 8:36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
We had been intensely focused on business concerns when the call came. A dear friend was whisked off to the hospital with blood pressure 65 over 15, unconscious. Suddenly that awareness that there are more important things in this life than personal concerns swept through us. We prayed.
It took ten hours for word to comeback that she was stable and the problem identified. Danger was averted and a plan put in place to see to her medical condition. We could relax.
Then I went right back to worrying about my own problems. I went right back into the pattern I was in before the call. I slept about three hours last night because of it. What’s wrong with me?
I see a need to pray for others, for God to find a way out of a dark place and back into the safety of His arms. Why can I not do the same for myself? God cares about me. God has been gracious to me. Why don’t I take my worries to the Lord in prayer?
I know in my heart “Kingdom business” first. But I do not see my business as being “Kingdom business” and I have this attitude that I have to take care of my business. It just escapes me that while I am in the world, I am not of the world. I am Kingdom business. I may not have the immediate health treat of my friend, but if I keep up this pattern of restless nights and loss of sleep it can affect my health. Then it will be Kingdom business for others to intercede with prayer.
Philippians 4:6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
Thank you most gracious God, my Father in Heaven. Shine a light upon my path to lead me out of this dark place, back to your loving arms. Amen