Psalm 119:7 English Standard Version (ESV) I will praise you with an upright heart, when I learn your righteous rules.[a]
Footnotes a Or your just and righteous decrees;
When I held my youngest daughter for the first time a nurse came in and commented: “I’ve never seen a newborn take to the father with so much comfort before.”
I loved her before she was born. I was comfortable with her and she felt right in my arms.
I think of Father God in the same manner. She had done nothing to deserve my love and we have done nothing to deserve His love, yet there it is, qualified without effort.
What struck me this morning was the OT attitude that we could not praise God with an upright heart until we achieved a proper understanding of His just and righteous decrees. Just like my newborn daughter isn’t resting in the arms of the One who loves us with comfort and security enough?
I suspect my newborn had an upright heart, she had done nothing but breathed and slept since she met me. Innocence is so sweet.
By the time we get around to reading Psalm 119:7 we have lost that innocence.
Innocence lost is never restored, at least not yet. I cannot speak for our future eternal state.
Now we are stuck in the state of consciousness that tells us we cannot praise God without an upright heart because we have not learned all His just and righteous decrees? That doesn’t seem right.
Then I remember that Jesus is the game changer. We no longer live via the old covenant rules, we live by faith in the only One who is righteous, upright in heart. Having no righteousness of my own, I live by His.
In this life my conscience is subject to His Lordship and I should not allow even my own thoughts to guilt trip me into believing I cannot praise HIm because I am not good enough.
Praise isn’t about me, it is about Him. It isn’t about what I have or have not done, but rather what He has done and is doing. I should not withhold praise because of how I feel about myself.