Psalm 17:1 Hear the right, O Lord, attend unto my cry, give ear unto my prayer, that goeth not out of feigned lips.
Can you honestly tell me you have never faked it? If your answer is no, then “You are a better man than I am Gunga Din.” The truth is we are human and there will be times when we are asked to participate when our hearts just aren’t in it.
In those moments what is wrong with admitting it? Isn’t it possible that a deeper human connection might become possible in fellowship if you allow yourself to be vulnerable?
1 Corinthians 2:1,3,5 And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God. And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling. That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
What if it is your vulnerability that is needed rather than wisdom? What if your communion is needed more than leadership? What if they just do not want to feel alone? Setting ourselves above and apart from worldly woes is illusionary. All God has ever asked of us is to be honest. Why can’t we be honest with each other? Are we afraid to be found human?
1 Corinthians 15:28 And when all things shall be subdued unto him, then shall the Son also himself be subject unto him that put all things under him, that God may be all in all.
I would rather be subdued than “on top of it” so that God might be found in me.